Surprise! Bet you thought you've seen the last of me!
Unfortunately, I'm still within this mortal coil. But it is what it is.
Now, onto the topic.
Why am I here?
Why am I back in this godforsaken blog that has been abandoned several times over?
I'm here to strike another reboot into my blogging. This time, with a different perspective.
It probably doesn't help that I've drafted most of my previous posts from the years between my college years to my early 20s, but I feel like I've changed quite a bit now and can list my thoughts more coherently and with more variety.
Admittedly, most of my posts in here (And for the majority of my tweets back in 2019-2021) were littered with depression, suicidal ideation, and a lot of bitching about friend troubles.
I'm in my mid 20s now and life has really changed for me and the way I look at things.
Well, it's not super different.
These days I try to live with an "It is what it is" lifestyle and have a pretty cynical outlook half the time. Mostly towards work.
I work a customer service job currently and I absolutely hate it and hate people. But it's not like I can leave when I can't even find another job. So I'm stuck here and have to suffer a little more. Whatever keeps the money flowing.
The big kicker about doing this blog is that even though it's a public domain, I know that people won't really stumble into this and I have no worries that anyone would find it or find my thoughts intriguing so I'll be able to write these private thoughts to myself and keep it alive.
Surely these new posts would be more frequent and less riddled with doomposting right?
...Right?
Well, whatever. We'll see how it goes.
I'm just hoping that my drive to write comes back in full force.
Cheers.
-MaxAxil
